chp.4

Today i was very hungry today mother would not let me eat.
I wish i could eat. I went to bed that night starving.
i would dream about having food to eat my favorite is cheeseburger. Yummy, sounds so good. I open up my eye, nothing was there I did it again and nothing.
When I went to school I would always try to take the kids food out of there lunch box. I did that till I got chough my principal called my mother. I knew that I was getting it when I got home, I got home that day mother would refused to feed me mother didn’t even let me eat with the family she didn’t even thank of me as part of the family any more she didn’t even call me by my name. I was the Boy.
That summer mother and father and my brother went to the Russian river, i thought i would get alone with mother since father was there with us but i was wrong.
Father tried to make the vacation a lot fun for us by taking us kid to the new super slide. my new baby brother is still a toddler so he stead with mother at the cabin one day when my brothers and I were out side playing with are friend at a nether cabin mother yelled for us to come in, I was scolded for making to much noise, for my punishment mother told me that I had to stay with her while father took my brother to the super slide . I was hoping that something would happen so father and my brothers couldn’t go, i knew mother was up to something. When father left mother came out with baby Russell’s soiled diaper in her hand mother smeared the soiled diaper in my face. after that mother got down on her knees and in a soft voice mother said EAT IT" i was thing No way to myself mother smacked me to side to side she grabbed me by the back of my neck and took me into the kitchen and on the counter was a another diaper
Mother smashed my face into the diaper i was wishing that father would walk into the door any time. I wish I could see the clock since I couldn’t see it time was going very slow I tried to pry myself out of her grip but mother was to powerful mother finely let go THEY ARE BACK she said they are back mother got a wash cloth and threw it at me clean your self up after your done go set in the corner she said .